breaking down the tears~

oh i miss malaysia so much...

i cant stand it when my friends tell me they miss me. coz i miss them so much so terribly.

the thing i love most about school is when you come to class and start the day by talking about any crap you can think about.

music, anime, movies, boys, ghosts... anything crappy and uneducational.

and in kml, i can just hop to any rooms in the dorm and talk to my friends about basically anything. everything was light-beat and relaxing.

we would dance suju's dont don in one room, then sing dbsk's timeless in another. talk about makino*doumyouji with a group of friend, and then mizuki*nakatsu with the rest.

that was my sanctuary, my heaven. everything perfect there.

here, everyday is like a struggle. i cant find my comfort zone. the only sanctuary i can get is when i am alone. and i dont want that.

i became quiet. i dont know what to say. i became apathetic and boring.

i've never felt more insecure.

now im thinking, is everything here worth it?

this might be my biggest bout of homesickness.

uh'oh

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burst of randomness

why am i so unsettled?

why am i such a fickle vast of shallowness?

but the puppy eyes, puppy smile

just let me melt, alright?

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burn LOL

this one is better!

ROR

asian version of LOL

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bowling virgin no more!

today i went bowling for the first time!

yay, im so happy!

i know i know. where did i live all my life, a cave? honestly i dont know even know why i never tried bowling. well finally i did!

hani's friend tommy invited her to go bowling with him & a couple of his friends. so i tagged along.

*to my advantage hani gets a lot of guys' attentions ;D *

we (as in tommy, his younger bro james, hani & me) went to Grand Station at Bryan, where they had bowling alleys, laser tags, mini golf place, and (to my great delight) a game arcade!!!

ooo so exciting!

being a first-timer, obviously i SUCK big time.

the bowling first timer XD

hani

brother act -  tommy & james

even hani, who claimed she doesnt know how to play it, did so much better than me. when others score around 60, 70, my score was 20-ish. it was so urghh~ oh well, im there for comic relief =D since it was about to close, we ddnt get to spend much time in the arcade =<

but the boys still get to play the dance2 revolution game. & they were really good! wow!

this machine is everywhere! dang, im so proud of japan. remember para para?

*para para was one of my nicknames too XD*

just had to camwhore. im sorry~

all & all a fun experience.

yeah, a bowling virgin no more!

btw, there's a spa in miri with this slogan 

"Virgin No More"

only one thing i can say.

'WTF'

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idiosyncrasy

america's not doing well for me.

i burp

i gulp my drinks

my stomach growls

my food falls down all the time

this is not good.

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i wish hani a happy happy birthday!

yeah. hani finally turned 19 -for the second time-

since her bday was on the 4th of july (independence day yo!), so we decided to hv her bday dinner on friday nite. at olive garden. the trio plus douglas & sai kit.

love the desserts! 

*& come to think of it, why are desserts such a girl's thing? guys dont seem to appreciate desserts... hmm*

then we took a few shots, have merry times together with some typical texan melodies *as in country*, and got totally swayed. haha

~inseparable~

happy birthday dearest hani! i hope you had fun.

we love you to bits!

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ibrahim lincoln.

no?

apparently that will be abraham lincoln's name if converted to malaysian. come to think of it, i find malaysian history class quite crappy. just because.

i admire lincoln as a great man. yes, he's nice with the whole emancipation act and stuff. but i admire him most because he is wise beyond his peers. i would like to be even a hundreth of what he is, but i doubt i will ever be.

plus found this little short link about lincoln that i found very endearing.

story of lincoln's beard

im feeling pretty bitter-sad now that the us history class has finally ended. i've learnt so much from it.

it sounds awfully awfully lame, but i really like it.

like it so much that hani, lis & i can make lame jokes about history. like

"yeah, u bully me later i tomahawked you like what Half-King did to Jumonville"

or

"eyh, iboh gaduh ba, later can ask Henry Clay to polah compromise..."

i know, you're thinking, wht the eff? are those jokes? but apparently, yeah, we laughed to that.

damn. this place destroys my humour.

anyway, i chose blogging over sleeping rite now?! whats wrong with me?!

g'nite!

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